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Rex and Ford are sharing the last of the milk with chocolate syrup in it when Ford spills his cup. Rex feels frustrated, but understands that Ford is young and made a simple mistake. However, Luciana enters the room, grabs Ford, and is about to hit him when Rex stops her. She screams about the last of the milk and where money will come from to buy more, as she bangs on the counters and collapses. Rex attempts to comfort her and realizes she’s unwell: “I have to stop fighting her. I have to try to help her” (164).
In an effort to help his mother and repair their relationship, Rex apologizes to Luciana for being difficult; he wants to blame her, but refrains from doing so. Luciana is suspicious, but when she realizes Rex is sincere, she apologizes for their difficult life. She compares living in America as a poor person to “starving at an all-you-can-eat buffet” (168). She feels hopeless about the future, and Rex assures her that someone will give her a job. They hug, and Rex feels like it’s the beginning of something better.
Liam surprises Rex when he calls and invites him over to ride bikes. Rex makes the one-hour walk to Liam’s house and is amazed by the size of it. Liam’s mother greets Rex warmly and serves him two plates of breakfast. When Rex and Liam bike to the corner store, Liam buys half of his items and steals the other half, encouraging Rex to do the same. Rex declines, knowing he’s old enough to get in trouble for stealing. Liam pays for half his items, the rest in his pockets, and the cashier ironically asks Rex if he stole anything, demanding to see his pockets. Liam laughs, and Rex realizes that Ethan is a better friend than Liam.
Rex’s mother rushes up to him and he thinks she’s about to hurt him, but instead she hugs him and announces that she got a job at a new Chinese restaurant in town. Rex is uncertain how to react. Luciana gushes about how much money she’s going to make, and Rex realizes he hasn’t seen her this happy in years. Luciana invites the family to the grand opening of the restaurant, and even serves their meals. Rex is amazed at his mother’s happiness and the delicious food. When it’s time to eat fortune cookies, Ford opens one that tells him that he’ll be getting married soon, and Rex’s tells him that wealth is in his future. At the end of dinner, Luciana suggests that Rex bring some leftovers to school tomorrow, and Rex loves the idea, calling it “a free lunch without the part where I have to say it out loud” (177).
On the last day before Christmas break, Ethan gives Rex a box filled with comics and tells him that he’s his best friend. Rex feels grateful for Ethan. He didn’t get Ethan a gift, but decides to make a comic about him over break. When Rex returns home, the television is back from the pawn shop, but Luciana informs him that his stereo was sold by mistake. As the stereo was one of the only things that his biological father bought him, Rex is distraught, but lets it go. Over break, Rex watches Christmas movies with the family, and they pick out a real tree for the first time; Sam is German and insists on experiencing this part of his heritage despite Luciana’s protests. Observing all the families at the tree lot, Rex finally feels like everyone else. While looking at trees, Sam asks Rex to pull his finger, and Rex reluctantly does so. After Sam passes gas as a joke, he accidentally defecates, and embarrassedly walks to a washroom. Rex, Ford, and Luciana share a laugh together, and on the way home, Sam laughs about the incident too.
On Christmas morning, there is only one present for Rex and eight for Ford, and Rex feels upset. Then, he thinks about Abuela’s childhood, and how much worse things could be. He thinks about how his mother and Sam do their best, and how his mother’s decision to sign him up for free lunch was not a punishment, but something done of necessity. Rex realizes that “some things are gray” (186) and that while many of his mother’s actions were wrong, he made (relatively minor) mistakes as well. When he opens his gift, he finds a check from his father, and then Luciana hands him another, complimenting Rex’s maturity and understanding while money is tight. Sam surprises Rex with another gift—a new Nintendo console. Rex screams with joy and hugs Sam, and while Luciana seems irritated at being shown up, she lets it go and lets her sons enjoy their holiday.
Sam drives Rex to Ethan’s house for New Year’s Eve. When they arrive, Sam gets out of the car to talk to Ethan’s father, and Rex feels embarrassed. Ethan takes Rex inside and shows him his house, which is full of wonderful things. Rex comments on how perfect Ethan’s life must be, and Ethan says “there’s no such thing as perfect” (193). He admits he has his own problems, and that life isn’t perfect just because his family has money. Rex reconsiders his worldview. He then gifts Ethan a story about himself as a superhero, and Ethan calls it the best gift ever.
Rex goes back to school grateful for having a fun holiday with his family and best friend. During lunch, he announces his enrollment in the Free Lunch Program without faltering. Suddenly, it occurs to him that he never asked for the lunch lady’s name, despite always being irritated that she couldn’t remember his. Rex does so this time and asks about her break. He looks to the new year with optimism and the idea of a fresh start in mind.
Before Rex’s life and outlook improve, they reach their lowest point. In the previous section, Luciana moved the family into government-sponsored public housing on less than a day’s notice, and Rex experienced a moment of false hope as he imagined a new house. Soon after, Luciana and Sam pawned most of their valuables, including Rex’s stereo. Rex feels betrayed and used by his mother, but when he sees how broken she has become during the spilled milk incident, something switches within him. He becomes determined to help his mother regain a healthier state of mind. This decision begins a series of changes, including Rex apologizing to his mother for things that are not his fault. Despite being the wronged party, Rex empathizes with his mother and understands his own (relatively minor) mistakes, and decides to extend grace. It is important to clarify that while author Rex Ogle’s story ends on a positive note, his story doesn’t necessarily reflect the reality of all or even a majority of those who suffer abuse, as the idea of an abused party having to make amends with their abuser is a dangerous one. All cases are different, and Rex’s case happens to be one in which his decision to empathize proves fruitful.
Rex proves gracious when he apologizes for his outbursts despite knowing his attitude stems from his environment: “I want to say, a temper I learned from you” (166). As he matures, he recognizes the inner conflict between his more childish views and the person he wants to become. Luciana’s response to Rex’s apology is filled with sincerity and frustration, as she explains the challenges of being poor: “Being poor in this country is like—like starving at an all-you-can-eat buffet. You can see all of this food piled high, but you can’t have any of it. It’s just out of reach” (166). She voices what Rex has long observed in his more privileged friends, a sentiment he didn’t realize they shared. After this moment, both of their lives start to improve and fill with optimism for the future (as per the theme of Optimism and Gratitude in a World That Seeks to Break One Down). Rex makes a conscious decision to be grateful for what he has rather than angry about what he lacks, and pushes himself to forgive his parents for their wrongs. When Luciana finds work, she relieves some stress and slowly adopts the maternal role that Rex and Ford need.
Rex’s decision to be grateful, optimistic, and forgiving is symbolized in the fortune cookie he receives at his mother’s place of work, which tells him that wealth is in his future. While he may not be rich, his world becomes more stable, and love slowly replaces hate in his household. He reevaluates his parents’ decisions, and realizes that his enrollment in the Free Lunch Program and the family’s move to government-sponsored public housing were decisions that they hated as much as he did. Rex comes to understand that “some things are gray” (186), and while his parents made many mistakes, they were, in many ways, trying their best; which, again, isn’t to excuse their abuse, but explain the rationale behind their abuse. When Rex visits Ethan on New Year’s Eve, Ethan shares some wisdom regarding the idea of a perfect life or perfect family, and how neither truly exists. He explains that “money isn’t everything” (194), and Rex finally understands that money doesn’t equate to happiness; money can make one’s life easier, but it doesn’t necessarily fix one’s problems. When Rex goes back to school, he is determined to have a fresh start. When he gets lunch, he is grateful for his parents’ part in providing his food (as per the theme of Optimism and Gratitude in a World That Seeks to Break One Down). He demonstrates courtesy and kindness by making conversation with the lunch lady—her remembering his name being something he long expected but never offered. Ultimately, Rex realizes that his experiences and relationships are largely shaped by his own perspective.
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