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Content Warning: This section of the guide includes discussion of anti-gay bias, racism, bullying, and mental illness.
The main character and protagonist, Rahul, is a seventh grader at Greenville Middle School. The external conflict and plot follow Rahul’s attempts to become the “best” at something: football, acting, and Mathletes. However, the true heart of the novel revolves around Rahul’s internal conflict, particularly his attempts to navigate the intersections of three identities: his sexuality, his mental health, and his relationship to his culture and heritage.
Rahul struggles with Figuring Out and Accepting One’s Identity when it comes to his race and sexuality. This is worsened by Brent’s continuous bullying about Rahul’s sexuality and Indian heritage. Rahul sees Justin’s features as “perfect” and wishes that he could look more like him. Though Rahul doesn’t realize he is doing it, he is positioning whiteness as normative and ostracizing his own features as non-normative. Despite Chelsea’s attempts to get Rahul to be himself, he pursues this idealized version of whiteness to his own detriment. He edits his headshots until he is unrecognizable, making his skin “so light it looks like a bridge paint sample” and his nose smaller (135). Though he later realizes that this editing was too much, he still wants to wear the white makeup that Chelsea accidentally puts on him, liking how it whitens his skin.
He tells Chelsea that he watches Justin “to see how to be” (266). Combined with his questions about his sexuality, this idealization “feels so confusing” (265). His idealization of Justin contrasts with his feelings about going to the dance with Jenny. Rahul thinks that a teenage boy should feel “excited” about having a date, so he doesn’t know why he feels “scared” (244). He feels like he has to dance with her in the “right” way or else everyone will suspect that he is not straight (250).
Near the end of the novel, Rahul realizes that his stress exacerbates his emergent OCD. Brent’s bullying has made Rahul hyperaware of how people perceive him, which causes his checking behaviors and obsessions to become more prominent. This relationship explores the theme of Navigating Bullying and Mental Health as a Teen. Eventually, Rahul realizes that “all the things [he’s] hiding, pushing away, all the things [he doesn’t] like about [him]self” (292)—in other words, his resistance to figuring out his identity—“can make [OCD] worse” (292). This demonstrates how interrelated Rahul’s various identity sectors are, and with the help of his parents and friends, he realizes that he has to make a concerted effort in accepting who he is in all three areas. He agrees to see a doctor about his mental health, stands up to Brent and comes out to his friends, and finally begins to appreciate the beauty of his Indian heritage at the International Bazaar.
Chelsea is an important side character and Rahul’s best friend. She is a white seventh grader with short, blonde hair. Chelsea helps him in his quest to become the “best” at something but continuously reminds him of his value, cultivating a safe and supportive space for him. When Rahul changes his audition questionnaire so that his features seem whiter, Chelsea expresses her disapproval and tells him to be himself. At the audition, when Rahul is dismissed because of his race, Chelsea is Rahul’s loudest advocate, correcting their pronunciation of his name, asking why they can’t rethink the commercial to make it more inclusive, and eventually taking the information to adults more qualified than her to address the problem, telling her dad and Rahul’s mom that they “discriminated against Rahul” (163).
Rahul does not consistently offer Chelsea reciprocal support. When she hints that she wants to invite David to the dance, he grows jealous. Chelsea is the first person Rahul comes out to, though when Rahul finds out that their conversation has been eavesdropped on, he grows angry at her, saying that he doesn’t “ever want to talk about this again” (267). Tension between friends while Navigating Bullying and Mental Health as a Teen and Figuring Out and Accepting One’s Identity is normal; Rahul finally reciprocates Chelsea’s care when he realizes his mistakes and apologizes to her, mending their friendship.
Justin is a side character and Rahul’s childhood friend. Justin is white and has light brown hair, and Rahul often notices and envies Justin’s biceps and height. He thinks Justin is “perfect” and idealizes his features (9). Though Rahul doesn’t initially know this, Justin also struggles with Figuring Out and Accepting One’s Identity. He admits to Rahul that he was “nervous” auditioning for the commercial (198), which shocks Rahul, who has an idealized picture of Justin in his mind, and he finds Rahul’s math skills “amazing” (200).
Though Justin continues to hang out with Brent, who he knows through football, he defends Rahul against Brent’s attacks. When Rahul and the Mathletes’ win is announced to the school, Justin—who sits in “the cool-kids’ section” (256)—is the first to stand up and applaud after Chelsea. This leads to a standing ovation. Though he is a “cool kid,” Justin holds no stereotypes about “nerds” and thinks that their academic skills are cool. He is thus one of the first to publicly reach out to bridge the divide between the popular kids and Mathletes, whose interests are united at the end of the novel at the International Bazaar.
Brent is the novel’s primary antagonist and fits the standard archetype of a school bully. Rahul describes Brent as his “worst nightmare” (7). Physically, he has “splotchy red skin, a million freckles, dirty-blond hair, and a sweaty, hulking body that is way too big for a twelve-year-old” (7). When Brent sees Rahul doodling hearts in a notebook, he assumes that they’re for Justin and continuously finds new ways to bully Rahul about his sexuality, saying variations of “Admit it. Say you’re gay” (31).
Brent also makes racist comments toward Rahul and exhibits aggressive, stereotypical masculinity. Brent makes several comments to Rahul about “[his] people,” invoking stereotypes like Indian people being good at math. He tells Rahul, “Your people shouldn’t be celebrating Christmas” (214), demonstrating racist beliefs and imposing closed-minded ideas about what certain people “should” do. In terms of aggressive, performative behavior, Rahul sees Brent doing things like kissing his biceps, and at one point, Brent approaches Rahul in the hallway and “beats his chest with both fists. Like he’s a gorilla or something” (78).
It is likely that Brent is perpetuating gendered aggression and language learned from his dad, Mr. Mason. Mr. Mason argues with the football coach when Rahul is trying out for the team, angry that he is “coddling some latecomer who can barely squeeze out a set of push-ups” (103). This comment implies that Rahul’s ability to perform certain physical tasks makes him more or less worthy of coaching. Mr. Mason impresses these harsh standards on his son. When Brent misses a catch in practice, a gesture from Mr. Mason cues Brent to “punc[h] himself in the arm. Three times. Really hard” (99). It can be inferred that Brent has either been taught or self-implemented a system of self-harm as punishment for not living up to his dad’s expectations.
At the end of the novel, after Rahul stands up to Brent about his sexuality and Brent gets a strange expression, Rahul and Chelsea speculate on whether Brent also might not be straight. Chelsea says that she “wouldn’t wish” coming out to Mr. Mason on anyone, implying that Mr. Mason has a known anti-gay bias, perhaps leading Brent to mimic him and continuously ridicule Rahul.
Bhai is Rahul’s grandfather. Though he only arrived from India several years prior, after his wife died, he has been one of Rahul’s biggest support systems and confidants. The novel opens to a scene of Bhai, who uses a wheelchair, challenging Rahul to a race with a “devilish grin” (4). This scene introduces all of Bhai’s main qualities: He is friendly, engaging, funny, supportive, and good-humored. He wants to cultivate a supportive space for Rahul, demonstrating the theme of The Importance of Positive Support Systems for Young People through his actions. He tells Rahul that he “should always be able to tell [him] anything that’s on [his] mind” (5). Due to the closeness he wants to cultivate, he asks Rahul to call him “Bhai,” which means “older brother” in several Indian languages.
While Rahul’s parents each have individual challenges that keep them from immediately noticing that Rahul is struggling, Bhai notices right away. Bhai is able to adapt to Rahul’s needs, not pressuring him to talk about things he isn’t ready to open up about but finding creative ways to support him regardless.
The story that Bhai tells about Rahul’s grandmother inadvertently prompts Rahul’s failed missions to become the “best” at something. He tells Rahul, “Your grandmother taught me no one can stand in your way, If you dedicate yourself to something and become the best at it, then nobody can stop you” (63-64). Rahul tries to emulate this model to no avail. After Rahul resolves his tension with Brent, Bhai takes the important step of amending his prior advice to Rahul, saying that Rahul “taught [him] something,” which is that “[y]ou’re already the best […] because you’re you” (319). Bhai iterates the lesson that Rahul was trying to learn all along, which is about accepting yourself exactly how you are. His final lesson thus relates to the theme of Figuring Out and Accepting One’s Identity.
Rahul’s parents are important side characters who model how adults can support and accept their children. Both his dad and mom face an obstacle when it comes to supporting Rahul. Both overcome this obstacle to offer Rahul their unconditional support for their son when it comes to Figuring Out and Accepting One’s Identity and Navigating Bullying and Mental Health as a Teen.
Initially, Rahul’s mom lets her own concerns with developing a successful International Bazaar overshadow her support for Rahul. When she walks in on Rahul and Chelsea setting up Rahul’s audition, she asks, “‘Is there anything I can do?’ But then she shakes her head. ‘Oh, wait. Speaking of artistic. Have the two of you put any more thought into the Bazaar?’” (124). His mom is well-intentioned and wants to help Rahul, but she does not let him answer her question before changing the subject back to the International Bazaar.
Rahul’s dad lets his concern over how Vinay Uncle perceives Rahul’s sexuality and masculinity affect his treatment of Rahul. When Rahul decides to try out for football, even though his dad initially says, “Spend one day in the emergency room with me, and you’ll change your mind about willingly trying to break all your bones” (89), Vinay Uncle’s insistence that “[b]oys should play football” eventually leads to Rahul’s dad agreeing (89). Earlier in the novel, after Vinay makes a snide comment about how they can only hope Rahul will ever be interested in marriage—that is, an implied heterosexual marriage—Rahul hears his dad tell his mom, “[Vinay] might have a point […] You must see what I see” (49). Saying that Vinay “has a point” leads Rahul to wonder what his parents see when they look at him, adding to his self-consciousness as he navigates his sexuality and identity.
When Rahul’s mom goes to the bank to complain about their racist behavior toward Rahul, she provides a model for Rahul when he eventually stands up for himself against Brent. Later, when Vinay minimizes Rahul’s Mathletes award, his dad stands up to Vinay, reaffirming the importance of Rahul’s victories.
Rahul’s dad confesses that he and Rahul’s mom are still fallible humans, just like Rahul. When confessing that sometimes they don’t know how best to help Rahul, he says, “Did you know that? That Mom and I don’t know everything?” (209). Rather than imposing their version of the world on Rahul, he is honest about not having all the answers. However, he affirms their unwavering support for Rahul regardless. Both parents support the theme of The Importance of Positive Support Systems for Young People.
The Auntie Squad are Rahul’s mom’s friends, and the Uncle Brigade are Rahul’s dad’s friends and bandmates. Rahul’s explains that “in Indian culture, you basically call anyone your parents hang out with your auntie or your uncle. It doesn’t matter whether they’re actually related to you or not” (40). Throughout the novel, Rahul encounters the two groups because the aunties are helping Rahul’s mom plan the International Bazaar and the uncles play in a band called Bollywood Supply with Rahul’s dad.
Nandita Auntie is the most prominent figure in the Auntie Squad. She is “the only one of Mom’s friends who still wears a sari whenever she can” (41). She also wears “Coke-bottle eyeglasses” (40). She often makes personal comments toward Rahul and Arun. The two comments that bother Rahul most relate to his physical appearance and sexuality through suggested relationships with Chelsea and Jenny. These comments make Rahul hyper-scrutinize his appearance, finding that he is “[s]till skinny” (51). Though Nandita Auntie often makes personal comments toward Rahul, she is kind-hearted. After he comes out to his parents, his mom says, “Even if it means she has to find you a boy now, you know your Nandita Auntie’s still going to try to marry you off!” (318). Nandita accepts and loves Rahul in her own way.
Nandita contrasts with the most prominent member of the Uncle Brigade, Vinay Uncle. When Nandita makes comments about Rahul getting married, Vinay says to Rahul’s dad, “Let’s hope he’s interested in marriage someday, right Anish?” (48) This comment, which stigmatizes non-heterosexual identities, leaves Rahul feeling guilty. Vinay continuously exhibits this behavior, but Rahul’s dad finally stands up to him.
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